It has been exactly three months since I updated my blog... procrastination evolved to it's final form!! But maybe it can de-evolve... hopefully... perhaps... [Like a digimon...?] When I can unmelt my brain, the OC art might rise once again!!! I am attempting to be alive!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Trying to get back into drawing more often...! Using references...! Yeas!!!!! I am trying! I wonder what they'll announce for Persona's 25th anniversary... Persona 1-3 PC ports would be nice! [w.i.p.]

Wondering what I should do with my art recently..... perhaps I will switch to posting on social media. [Still updating the site, but maybe focusing on fanart for now...] Brain hurt.
Have some weird form of art block recently..... [and maybe no art ideas, maybe] May is also almost over already!!! I want to make an animation as summer rolls in full force....
Trying to figure out what pose I want portraits to be in... I want them all to match and look Nice!!

Thinkin about thos free soft robots................... trying to draw while running on 4 hrs of sleep

Playing VRChat has been an experience . There are lots of very neat people, and lots of not neat people. It is like a gacha of friendship! Also have been playing chess recently, chess is good. Board games are, infact, fun sometimes. However timed moves SUCK !!! Let me think about one move for 15 minutes you cowards!!!
Tried plant borger. burger. plant burger. Tasted pretty good! Would not mind eating plant burger again.
If youre not with me then youre my enemy and not just my enemy but my enemowy and my enerdlihc too . currently working on multiple things... ddodoooedles... animation... I am just doing things!

Also, trying to care for an outdoor plant inside is very anxiety inducing . I have never had a plant that isn't unkillable before .... I will do my best to keep it alive!!
It's already May somehow! Almost halfway through 2021... It's kind of scary... however recently i have joined a few public servers to try and make friends! I hope it will turn out well! Also, I have been trying to get out of my artblock... slowly working on drawing daily again!! [I would like to post something every other day, even if it's a doodle...]
Replicant 1.22 is very good so far !!! Also very cool that DGS is getting localized.... I already finished both games thanks fan translators hee hee! but it is nice to see... meanwhile I am currently watching 10 anime at the same time, 8 of which are currently airing. help . [trying to make a DGS art if my brain will function]

I thought it wasn't possible to be more of a nerd but then i bought sci-fi DVD's....................... [also contemplating buying BD player, which may also be used for Anime:tm:]

The Replicant remake(?) is coming out Soon also!!! さよなら、60$. Maybe I will draw kaine or emil... [Has been listening to Emil's shop theme on spotify for 8 hours straight]

Finished re-reading all 545 chapters of Fairied Tail a week ago or something so now I'm leaving the anime running in the BG... hello 2010!
You know you're watching a 2009 anime when theres this bit at the beginning... [doesn't actually know how many shows did this]

figuring out lineart still ........... seems like a semi-common thing for people to do this

teto w.i.p!!! pain (bread)

wanted to have a teto ready for the 1st of this month but Alas. I am sloth..... snail. monkey even. monkeys these days don't know how to cook.... all they know is lie, run from net, eat burger and lie.

Looking forward to the new twewy game!! Wish they changed the title more instead of just adding -NEO- [or new] to it because the search results are going to be.... [blender noise]. Wondering how the combat will work from a non-2d perspective... not sure how it will feel to turn the camera while fighting! Also did neo-Neku just give up dyeing his hair or did the orange get sucked out of it like a juice box.... he looks like. an Organization XII member

conspiracy theory that it's not actually neku but its Beat since the shoes have similar color and also it looks like the hoodie has a bone on it...? however neku could also just be emo now. [more emo than before]
Trying out different lineart and color things while drawing ... doing fanart is a good way to experiment I think! want to draw oc fullbodies but i want to have a set lineart/color style first... [to save the pain of redrawing things eventually]

[said experimenting with colors/lineart] I am a very simple person. I see an NPC or side character in something and they become my favourite instantly
I did not draw any cute bunnies for easter or whatevrev. or egg day . or bunny day. however I DID draw my epic biker bunny lady

The Girls have arrived!!! vofan's art is very nice! also hoping I can get get the final box set in june.... [also wanted to buy zaregoto and katanagatari eventually]

ADHD is both terrifying and amazing because you may not be able to get out of bed for 3 days, and then you may also finish an entire art in 5 hours............... the duality of mankind .
thinking about wowaka today

April time, babyyyyyyy. Going to try and draw more this month!! currently no april fools jokes have been planned.... however in the future I would like to have site themes for holidays/events and such. We will see. ... [currently drawing cursed image]
It is somehow almost april. I am in great fear!!! Working on going over sketches in CSP again ............. I accidentally started watching 3 sci-fi shows at once and reading 30 chps of manga in one sitting. [Daily,]

hope my brain will cooperate so i can upload some portraits of ocs i redrew in november or something. brain forgot!

Nevermind it is OK I finished it in time anyways. Here is a lineart/color gif thingy.,,, (not really a w.i.p but not not a w.i.p either!) Animating is very hard ........... today is also the first day of spring, happiness day, and earth day. be nice to nature and fish and other things that live outside !!

Learning sign language is very fun !!! I thought it would be hard to remember but it's surprisingly easy .......maybe I will make an oc that uses sign language one dayy. Not sure if I will finish drawing all the animation frames before the 20th .... I am sorry artifice my son i have failed you (¯▿¯)
I have a bunch of things I need to post soooonish ................ (mostly p3/p5s doodles...) Despite not being an animator, I am rejecting god !! Also been thinking about those sci-fi shows/movie beans recently .......... a spaced dandy here, a bebopped there....,
Drawing over my sketchbook scans for 4 days and now my wrist is deceased ..... Artifices birthday is Soon. Perhaps I will redraw a gif .....

local internet hermit cant stop thinking about old anime videos (on internet,)

I was a week late but I successfully drew a nice art for march 5th. my eyeballs and brain hurt. i never felt, like, so miserabllleeee... never felt like thinkigng this would last foreeve.rer......... also here is borgeer doodle

I am aware it is miku day (3/9) and i wanted to draw a nice miku art but i have no SP left . Alas .............
waddahell is a kimi no kioku. lineart and shading is (basically) done now we color or die

i am drawing through my eyeball rain (w.i.p.)

i probably will not finish in time for the 5th but that is OK . robot is hard to draw. i am not mentally ready to watch the 4th movie tomorrow

rewatched the first p3 movie .......... suffering will be Soon . mind only filled with baby baby baby and kimi no i will never leave youuuu . I'll probably upload more of my ocs to the character page sometime this month hee hee

also got my hair cut and the feeling of having overly clean hair is very Uncomfy. where is the oil . i need Oil help
how is it march did we time warp by accident (uploaded FAQ/rules page eewewewrethrgfdhdfhftdhgccfh) time to burn some bread

idk how leg work .......... i do not know if i will finish this doodle, however i am beginning my yearly rewatch of the p3 movies tomorrow ........ and itg is march .......................... breas d time e f

Working on the FAQ/Rules page html!!! It will probably be broken on mobile like the blog page but whatevere . I do not have energy to do mobile layout currently .............................................one day i will fix it. (or troubleshoot for 10 hours,)

well. that pokemon presents thing happened. pokemon breath of the tsuushima looks great . also very interesting how they dipped d&p into 3DS RPGMAKER default graphics juice or something. i have no idea how to explain how the graphics feel but something is Off and it does not feel Right . maybe im insane though!!! i'm actually glad i replayed platinum last year, i wish they just ported the originals or something ........... though i probably wont buy either of them. i am very satisfied currently with my scratched up DS screen from making 50000 poffins. wowowowowowwoo

it's ok baby u are the only one I Neeeeed . oooooooooooo wwooo woo owoo

bought p5s to occupy myself in these trying times. also added a blog button to the bottom nav and fixed the overlay pattern on the blog !
suddenly realized that i have forgotten to color the green parts of artifices hair for . . . . . the last 5000 times I have drawn him. I am very sorry artifice please forgive me i will make sure to supply the Green from now on !!!!

also today or tomorrow is cat day or something ... however i have neglected to draw any of my cat-related ocs. instead, brain is only thinking of Peepy and Sucklet .
currently dying trying to cope with irl things ! wooooooooooo !!!!!!!!!!!!! also dying waiting for P5S to come out so i may have started playing SMT persona on my vita .............
New blog html wooooooooooooooooooooooooowoooooooooooo . I added a Gamer:tm: log to post about games I am playing or whateveerreerr. I will have spoiler text and spoiler images in there also (because I might post spoilers maybe but I'll try not to for anythiiengg i am playing.)

also I am not sure how it is already Feb. 12. Time is both slow and fast and it is SCary! Help!!!!! Though I am looking forward to baking a fancy expensive cake tomorrow for valentines day ........ (which I will eat by myself, surrounded by anime/game merchandisee).

just spent over 2 hours straight transferring all the old blog posts to the new blog html . my eyes HURT!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaghfhgfdxgfhjfdtrxthgnrxbhxf
Decided on a palette for the site (finally, finally) and also fixed some tiny things........ time to start on new blog page html........... (And other important pages like the FAQ page)
Suddenly realizing I'm going to have to adjust my site palette for every page since the contrast is off with th nav buttons/etc. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

It seems I have identified the problem as being that my old palette was very nice and my new* one is Not . I will attempt t.,t,t.ty,hfg,.dg.s,d to t to fix the contrast of the new palette and also add some green tint because that seems to be Good .
I have no idea how its already feburary!!!! Anyway I am slowly trying to implement the new site pages ........... I have no idea if anything is broken/weird/funky, so if going to any specific pages results in your PC catching on fire, sorry! Theres also many new pages that need to be created or updated still (But for now I'm just implementing the main ones like the main page, about page, gallery, etc....
in my dreams i see that town, silent hill . you told me you would t [html suffering ]

new site html and css is progressing smoothly except my dreams have been crushed and my day('s) has been ruined because I CAnnot for the life of me make an octagonal div that will WORK!!! The new gallery page layout is 95% done and after that I will work on a new About Page . however even if all the page layouts are done I want to remake or atleast touch up most of the buttons/images/etc. site thinggiess.ese.e.e.ee.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I think the index page layout/basic colors are done ! However I'm going to redesign or at least touch up a lot of the buttons..... and I need to remake stuff like the background pattern with the new colors...... eeee. Also in the future I'll probably use the sidebar layout on the right !! (When I have something to put in the white buttons....)

no context trying to design new sidebar layout

Have spent the past 7 hours trying to figure out how to make an octagon shaped DIV/find code that works..... going insane just a litttlleee. bit . Just a little . ju . justeet a t eeenyyy bit insane. j
The new sites index page layout is (HOPEFULLY) done!! (hopefully, please dont make me have to fix anything AAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)

Though of course this is . just the main page... I'll also be redoing most pages like the gallery... blog.... faq page, etc... though those are more minor edits than the index page (lol) It's mostly just things like color scheme changes, icon changes, and making the boxes more octagonal shaped....

A sidenote, having been using f.lux for well over 7 months now (to save my eyeballs of course), I can't accept that the standard color temperature is what ? ? ? ? ? 6500k ????!!!? It's so BLUE ? ? ? ? and BRIGHt? ? ? My screen is at 2600k most of the time, and now anything above 4000k seems too blue .... so now, keeping this in mind while doing new site colors, and also using colors in my art ....................... ??????????? Huh? ? ? huH?? HuH?? ? ? I mean . okay . I'll just make the colors for 6500k.............I guess.......... ? ( ̄▽ ̄)
I love doing html/css !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and when I say "I love doing it" I actually mean I hate it because of the uncertainty of everything youre doing . is it going to break the second I change one thing or increase window size ? Who knows! My work is never finished ..............................
finished omori (got true ending). definitely didn't sob uncontrollably . took lots of nice screenshots for future fanart or something ........... will probably get the other endings later ............ (¯▿¯) i need to process everything
Playing OMORI for a good chunk of time everyday for the past 4 or 3 days or so .... its a really charming game with wonderful art, with so much detail and love put into it ... even the parts that many people probably wont even see or think about!! I'm very close to the end, (about 17~ hours in, also doing most sidequests/extra content) and its probably already one of my favourite games ever... as someone who really loves RPG Maker games (and may create one in the future), its both refreshing and inspiring to see such a nice game made with the engine!!! I hope that games like OMORI can help show some people that not all games made with the engine are low effort or lacking in creativity... (I've also drawn a handful of art for it I would like to clean up and post eventually...)

Between playing it and doing other things, I've also been researching/studying/googling etc. information and resources for coding the new site!!! I'm pretty sure that I'll use css grid for the layout and whatever, since it seems much more reliable/understandable than flexbox (what the index page currently uses)...I'll also aim to make side-wide navigation without having a giant nav bar. (something on the bottom of every page maybe ...?) The mobile site will use media query (I think) and the site will switch between using the desktop css and mobile css depending on that I guess!!

the layout will sort of look like this, similar to the current site but still different (colors and stuff too) I still have no idea how most html/js/css works (lol) and my plans are somewhat ambitious, but I'll do my best !
I thought I wouldn't be awake for fireworks/new years but the fireworks ended up startling me awake anyway !! ( ˙▿˙ ) on the new site, I would like to hide previous blog posts by year and have tabs or something .... construction Soon!

I will probably begin full time construction of the new site html around early january ................ I am still Absolutely not good at html/css/js/etc. however I will do my best to make the new site is flexible/mobile friendly/just not a big mess in general .......................... ( ̄▽ ̄)b
Got a new tablet and some other very nice things . The cintiq16 is huge!! Insane!!! giant!!!
Made more Kwismas cookies. Fucking: YES. It's time to get UNCONSCIOUS
Seeing N get into pkmn masters made me very happy. however . seeing him finally get one of those nice scale figures is making me go insane ! My heart stopped! (((o(*°▽°*)o))) I need to draw him .................... (I WILL draw him.)
Uploading some scans todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy . I wanted to go over a few sketches and ink them, however I fear I am in too much of a kwismas cookie induced coma to do so .
editing html so google and whatever other search engine doesn't index EVERY page on my site in search results (because thats cluttered and weird)

made a cw/tw pop up on entering the site! however i can't implement it into the current site right now... it will be in the new sites html though !!

Hoping my brain will function for 5 seconds so that I may..................... start working on my new site html....
im insane so i made cursed pancakes and also put melted chocolate on them for some subconscious evil scientist reason . i thought it would taste terrible but it tastes fine .

rats, rats, i am the rat. celebrating my birthday, i'm the birthday rat. its my birthday today! cake and ice cream is on its way. rats rats i am the rat. [YMCA music]
it is also Asuka's birthday today so i may attempt a quick art for her ... if i do not forget post pizza and ice cream coma

PERSONA 5 scramble COMING TO STEAM ?? IN ENGLISH ? ? ? ? ? ? what.. wha,t,,m wah what .... fucking reality is this .... is this real life ??? is this real life ...................? real ???? also my villagers in animal crossing throwing me a birthday party is absolutely the best thing ever
w.i.p preview(?) of art i have been working on for 50 years . i havent drawn so many characters in one drawing before how do people do this ??????????????? what is your wisdom?!!???!?

It's December! Somehow! This year felt both extremely long and extremely short at the same time... ???? My flesh prison escape anniversary (birthday) is also soon! I'm hoping to get a new cintiq soon as well... I've been using the 13HD for forever and while it's not bad, the cable is starting to get funky... (Also just kind of want a new tablet lol)

I've been drawing lots of things in my sketchbook, and also thinking of future activities/plans regarding this site! I might redo a lot of the html and the overall theme/look of the website sometime! (And have a mobile version for accessibility...) While I like drawing traditionally a lot, I hope after getting a new tablet I can move more to digital (scanning stuff and cleaning it/etc. is kind of convoluted lol) since that will make drawing easier(?). We will see what happens ............ we will see........................ ( ̄ω ̄)
finished persona 4 golden and i feel both completely empty inside and also fulfilled in every way!!! i will attempt to draw a nice art to commemorate finishing the game if post-persona depression doesn't murder me (╥_╥)
finally added added tw/cw to certain images in records/logs and made them viewable after clicking! [hopes i didn't miss any images by accident]
i cant believe a new twewy game got announced? ? ? what ? ? its been 13 yearrss.......... 2020 is insane im losing my mind !!! anyway will probably post art dump soonish or something [draws twewy]
very tired for no particular reason but im not dead yet so thats something i guess. also put a cursed image in rec #6! you're welcome (⌒‿⌒)
it wont stop snowing . there is so much snow i feel like a 5 yr old when their parents let them put salt on their food by themselves . will i go outside ? Yes
I've been redrawing a lot of my """"""old"""""" OC's!! Also going through really old sketchbooks and redrawing some older designs in general/noting things down... they'll probably be put on the character page at some point
hataraku u~foooo. 13 sentinels is also extremely sexy and i wish i could play it but i am ps4less...... alas . [watching gameplay]

its november baybee.. . and im fulfilling my weekly ritual of eating spaghetti while listening to the Spiderman PS2 Pizza Delivery Theme :tm:
going into a sugar coma for the next 50 years ( ̄▽ ̄)b colorless ver of hawwoween thingy

i have more scanned art that i have to clean up or maybe go over later . eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee................... but for now i have to go to some party with insane crazy people who thought putting shrimp in a cocktail was a good idea . see you space cowboy
if outside air smelled like it does after it rains or snows all the time i would never go inside . catch me outside all day sniffing that sexy crisp crunchy fresh co2 free pure oxygen babey. return to monkey. [draws obligatory art of ocs in snow]
how is it already the 23rd of october what happened . hello ? ? ? ? ?? did i get sucked into an interdimensional time rift or some bullshit ? ? time is fake!!!! also i think art is nicer and just easier in general if you stop thinking while drawing . [turns brain off]
re-reading higurashi has been .... an experience. "im curazzyyyy . im insanneeeee. cuuraazyzyyyzyzyy. insanneeeee. im gonna kill you! im insane im insane im insa"
might upload some scans soon if i dont take more fall damage ( ̄ω ̄)
i made some halloween themed designs for artifice and avila. idk what to do for omech guess ill just throw a sheet with holes over them and call it good . also drew a halloween miku and some other things
drawpile is really good and nice and fun when you wanna draw with your friends except 90% of the time i just draw things like this

im gonna put refs of my ocs on the char page today just as placeholders aka whatever good art i have of them lol (・ω・)
when you are given an opportunity you must TAKE it

non-euclidean anime girls (wip)

well that is finished now. put in fanart log 3 and it will also go on tumblr hee hee. here is a cool progress gif thing because people make those sometimes

hello Yes i am being Productive. Yes

w.i.p of emo beefsteak

gonna make a tumblr and replace my twitter link on the main page with that... (?) though it wont be deleted or anything hee hee. ill probably put a link to my twitter in my tumblr desc or. something mayybeee ( ̄▽ ̄)
crunchy snipping tool doodle done while semi-paying-attention-to another old movie

aside from watching black and white horror movies from 5000 years ago, i actually HAVE been drawing (just not digitally), and though i always like to draw artifice and avila, i have been wanting to draw my other ocs............... (namely because of said black and white horror movies) ............
i want to be PRODUCTIVE and do something like DRAW or anything but that is. not very easy being on 500 different post-surgery meds . hmmm i think i will [dies]
i may be stupid
i actually want to turn this into a real papercraft but we will See
[listens to stephen duffy's 'kiss me' in my pitch black bathroom shower as the water drips and echoes off the walls resonating with my emanating void of a person]
[proceeds to draw on paper after saying i would do digital art] ah yes it is 3am

spent a bit over 5 or 6 hours making artifice do the shin takarajima dance. i am not an animator so i dont know how i'm not dead yet . heheheheheheheeeehheheehheeheheheheeohohohhhhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i would like to do some more digital art sometime in the next 6 days if shin takarajima leaves me alone for 5 minutes
i havent done anything even remotely productive but at least im drawing in my notebook . kind of
"oh shit this juice is bangin yo" "its paint asshole" (i drew something on my tablet for once and its this. [oc art log 5]

pokemon BW is somehow already 10 years old yet i can very vividly remember standing in line to pick up my pre-order ..... N is also still actively one of my fav characters somehow . please heelp me find my boy he has been missing for 10 yeear.s
shadows in persona are literally so fucking funny what the hell is a "bambino" ? why are there 5 variations of bambinos? why is a floating shadow mask ball named "rainy sister 3" ? ?? HU?H???
jack frost: hee ho. pyro jack: [nodding] hee hoe.
i might have possibly bought P4G on steam and have been doing nothing but playing it for the past 3 days . i will probably draw fanart or something if it doesnt keep rotting my brain!
gonna upload some scans today hee hee hee hee. [does a little dance]

ok decided not to upload scans yet because i havent filled out the back side of the notebook page yet. however i have drawn artice as asuka so this is fine . [oc log 5]
i tell myself i will draw or work on important things then mess around in premiere for 6 hours . ah yes. such is life...
duvet by boa hits different at 2am when you just woke up from a dream where you watched an anime character play club penguin card-jitsu

might fuck around and rewatch starred wars
im ordering some stuff and so far its .... only keychains . thats it ! just keychains! yea!
im not sure how its already september 3rd thatseee. kinda spooky. i rearranged some of my figures this morning and put a couple out (found cramped spots for them on my shelves)....

also context YES i have anime figures . i have a lot of merch and collectable thingiesss everywherrere. (in general) yea..............
chulip was a really neat funky game, so im excited to experience moon! also i am (hopefully) starting work on avilas portrait.... though it will probably take me 50 years to finish it (lol)

are we playing mabinogi in 2020 for the first time in 12 years? ....................... yes
its september now i guess also i started watcheingg "gosick" or whateevr the heck . i juste need smthing to watch everyday so i dont lose my mind hee hee. also i drew artifice back to the future i might make it a digital art eventually or something . my phone camera's color temperature either makes things look 5000 years old or like they are underwater

happy birtdhday miku you are 13 year old wow !!1111 also its 3am and i find out a new haruhi novel just . got announced this is very Cool will probably draw birthddya miku or something
rewatched back to the future for th second time in a row except with frieends....... i want to draw artifice back to the future !!111 XD
why does fate hate me everytime i try to do something productivieeve fate goes "hee hee!" in a funny little clown voice MY SCANNER is NOt workingg!!!!!!!

it worked for 5 seconds then died though considering its from the windows 8 era its a miracle it was working still in the first place!!! i guess i am going to have to somehow use my printer AGAIn..

ok scans are uploaded hee hee hee.
time is an enigma and also i am uploading scans today ..... yee haw
OK it seems i died yesterday and today i have to go to the scary people who look at your skull bones while being uncomfortably close to your face hee hee .
i made fudge brownies this morning . i am going to scan stuff today hee hee.

i actually finished filling up the page this morning, and i redrew one of my old ocs as well.... i'll probably scan it soonish lol
my cat keeps sitting on my notebook for some reason, and it smeared the pencil a bit somehow ?? ? ? ???? i dont want to pick her up and move her, though..... (she really likes sitting on it for some reason... i read before that cats like to try and mimic their owners actions so that's why they sit on computers and other stuff?)

also completely unrelated to anything else but i tried to draw artifice in vrchat and........... well

wip filling this page with stuff... once its full i wiiiiilllll scan it and it'll all go in the oc logs....

the basic layout and html stuff of the lore page is done, however even though i have lore written down, i'd like to work on my chara page more before i start on lore entries... i'll eventually have a proper portrait for all of my characters, but for now i think i'll just slap whatever good fullish(?) art i have of them onto a page and label it as "W.I.P"! (i also want to rearrange the chara page today and fix the categories a bit...

I suddenly feel an urge to make a shimeji. i dont know why ! my brain is just constantly in 2011 mode....
i'm going to be working on the "lore" page today! i'd like to get it done today if the html and stuff isnt too hard lol
krof and noops doodle, i havent drawn them in a long time ..... i'll probably do portraits of them after avila and omech ...

I have a lot of rough comic page sketches/ideas as well as a lot of dialouge/story written/drawn out for future projects.... for now they are just sitting there vibing ....
August 15th every year is always nice not just because of the overwhelming number of kagepro fanarts, but also because it usually goes to the top trending on every site all of a sudden, and everyone else is just, "Huh? Eh?!!?!?! Whats this?!!". Ultimately, it leads to more and more people getting sucked into it every year. It's one of those things that people will never forget ! (o^▽^o)
I would like to draw fanart for august 15 however i have a minimal amount of braincells so i'm not sure if it'll be a big fancy thing...... e
accidentally spent all day yesterday in unity . hee hee . i am going to actually start working on it now (*・ω・)

i finished the character page html and also added a fullbody reference to Artifice's page.... hee hoo

up at 2am playing mmos because uhhhhhhhhhhhhhgfgggfhfghghgfgghfgghfgfgf (i want to finish html for the character page today if i can also w)
the portrait will be done today!! i am doing the colors and.... stuff .
the portrait is Done after 500 years .... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa . i might try to animate the eyes tommorow or whenever we will seee .
I was going to say "hey why isnt this fitting into the container right" then realized i didnt crop the image. you can give me my clown certification now
im sloth and still havent finished and i was going to this morning then forgot PSO2NA is coming out today ........ oh no

it seems i have somehow completed the lineart (though i need to fix one specific thing later)

unsure of how i am going to go about including his fishbowl, may possibly make it disappear on hover or smthing idk lol also it is a strange feeling to finally have a decent(?) fullbody official art for your character ! (yes i did fullbody anyways bcuz im a dumbass)
[sea shanty 2 faintly plays in the background] lineart lineart lineart lineart
aasa,.ddfg,.d.x.sf,.sdf,.sfdd.,gdf,ghh,.cf.,.hgrdh if i have to redraw this again im going to die. i wont even have a death animation i'll just vanish completely off the face of the earth . i will just Die

(still messing around with perspective and proportionss.ss.e.e heck .

I was about to ask why there were so many chars in bunny outfits on my feed then i remembered its bunny day . i might doodle somebody in a bunny outfit today at some point but for now i am (Death)
i technically finished the lineart so i will touch it up and edit proportions/whatever things later today or tomorrow.... then i can go feral with coloring
⯀08-01-2020 its august now, stay away from trucks, black cats, and construction sites! (also i want to try and start on the portrait today, we will seeee .)
it is 4AM (thats it) i want to be able to draw soon (after being sick)

i should probably have some sort of mascot character or something (ill probably sketch ideas out while taking breaks from the portraits)
wip mascot idea

i feel so sick that in my sick brain-melted daze i created a new oc based on being sick GOdd we live in a fuckigng gg society !!!!

i cant draw today

I'm going to start redrawing the portrait soon, (and also maybe start on other ones) but I'm thinking about the pose... I wonder if I should make all portraits the same pose/view just to make it easier, or if I should try to give them all somewhat of a unique pose...? I feel like the latter would look better but would take more work (Though I'll probably go with that) ( ̄▽ ̄*)ゞ

I have a text document with name/word ideas for future OC's and concepts... (most of them are mispelled words or backward words lol) I also have a lot of design ideas/references... and lore/species/etc. info written down... eventually it will be on a page somewhere (b ᵔ▽ᵔ)b

I think it's just the natural fate of all LGBTQ+ people to like lemon demon/neil cicirega . (this seems to be widely acknowledged too)

I don't think I will make the portraits full body, though I'm going to include reference pictures on characters page (that will have a full body ref, but it wont be all fancy)
ah yes we are faced with a new artist crisis: how to draw an interesting pose for your character that is still in a "neutral" position


i just wanted to play animal crossing to escape reality i never asked for this

I'm wondering if I should provide a japanese translation for all my posts or just the important ones...


I'm also thinking about updating the About page and condensing some rules and stuff to be simpler, and also I want to redraw Artifice's portrait again... It seems like no matter how many times I draw it, I will want to redraw it eventually orzzz...

Also, it seems like you get a lot of nice comments on Pixiv! They make me very happy (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)

また、Pixivでのコメントがとても届きやすいですね! とても嬉しいです (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄)
art is finally finished and it probably took me over 15 hours so hee hoo. (put finished art in fanart log 2) here is a lineless version (bonus)!

i have around 6,079 episodes of anime on my computer... about 406 GB worth... i cant bring myself to delete them just in case the apocalypse happens and i want to watch Cowboy Bebop in an underground bunker (its OK though because i have lots of storage space) (´・ᴗ・ ` ) (also working on drawing at 5AM)

trying to figure out how to draw legs without them looking too realistic but also have them look like actual legs and be stylized at the same time..... oh no
w.i.p meeku

lineart done(?) now i sleep for 50 years

trying to figure out how to draw legs without them looking too realistic but also have them look like actual legs and be stylized at the same time..... oh no
trying to figure out how to draw legs without them looking too realistic but also have them look like actual legs and be stylized at the same time..... oh no
Its been 5 years today since siinamota/powapowaP/Ryo Mizoguchi passed away. I hope he's resting in peace. I wish that his words found the person he loved so much. (If they haven't found them yet somehow, then one day they will.) 椎名もた/ぽわぽわP/溝口遼さんが亡くなってから今日で5年が経ちました。ご冥福をお祈りします。彼が愛した人が彼の言葉を見つけてくれたらいいなと思います。どういうわけか、まだ見つかっていないのであれば、そのうちに。 (失礼な言い方をしていたらごめんなさい。DeepLを使いました。)
i still havent fully processed that smt3 hd got announced AND we got smt5 news . i saw comments and posts talking about it and i thought "oh haha thats so funny. very funny another smt5 news joke" then it turned out to be REAL? ? ? ? ? ? ?? ? i cannot process. this still .
wip(?) will eventually become digital art but for now i die

arrested for waking up at 3am to draw hot anime dads
the best persona 3 character is giant fat alleyway cat. it isn't a debate, everyone can 100% agree on this . where is my fat alleyway cat social link atlus (edit: https://twitter.com/morg_anas/status/1134976197006364674?s=20) this fat cat. fat cat . fat. fat

it is 2AM and for some reason i have decided to finish my drawing at this time (* ̄▽ ̄)b
(wip) true purgatory is drawing something on paper and thinking "oh this is pretty good" then taking a picture and not having the picture look as good as the art in real life . an even truer hell is turning it into digital art and still liking the initial sketch or paper drawing more.how do i escape

(wip) how many hours has it been ? two? three? i am trapped i cannot escape i am ミクの永劫囚人

i think peak ADHD is thinking "oh hell yea im gonna be a digital artist" then getting an expensive cintiq to draw on and never using it. however i also think it would be very hard to draw on a tablet if you have no proper desk chair, which just so happens to be something i indeed do not have. goal: get a proper desk chair
just realized for the entirety of last month i forgot to change the '5' to a '6' so it looks like i was stuck in a time loop. that is definitely not something that happened. also i am definitely not dead or anything just very, very lazy. also have been very interested in a yellow clay moon head person recently
i drew boobs today, i think thats pretty blog-worthy
( ˙▿˙ ) ????? why

I am 100% not dead, my brain is just deciding on what to work on next orz.... (I should probably draw more char portraits)
Recreating old ocs instead of working on portraits or my site... my brain is definitely, 100%, running on at least 2 braincells =w=
I'm almost done watching Card Captor Sakura, and almost done re-watching Utena! However, I've been in a little TRIGGER mood recently, so I drew a Ryuuko (o・ω・o) I also doodled a neocities cat gijinka because I was bored...

Artifices character page is pretty much done, I just need to add reference images, friends, and the description! (And also his icon to the actual Character directory....) I have been feeling pretty productive today, so I'm sure I will get lots of things done in the coming days! (╯✧▽✧)╯
Time to start working on character pages!!! I'm pretty anxious about doing them, but only really because I'm not good at HTML.. I would like them to look a very specific way, and it'll probably be really hard to do(?). Nonetheless, they will Happen(tm)!
The world is pretty crazy right now!!! If you are a person of color, stay safe!!! (I have still been drawing, but mostly just playing games... I still haven't started on my character pages orz.... I will probably start working on them before the 15th!)
I have been playing a lot of Terraria again lately!!! The last time I played it was a very long time ago ... I am definitely going to start work on my character pages soon though!!! (Definitely... orz)
I was going to put the character portraits/info/bio/etc. in modals so it'd be easy to see all of them w/o going to another page and also save storage space but . it turns out modals are incredibly dumb and complicated, (or very limited) and I cant get a sidebar in a modal (?) or google is just being an idiot! I guess I'll just have to make individual pages for each damn character... ( ̄ヘ ̄)
I wish I could draw faster, its very tiresome sometimes trying to draw art especially if its for my site... drawing portraits is going to take me a long time, huh.... orz (Though its mainly just because I'm a perfectionist)
I (finally) made a blog to post about things I'm doing or. Whatever besides my site updates! (I guess I might also post pictures or drawings here, I'm not sure yet!!!) Anyway Hatsune Miku is our lord and saviour, that is all! (Cat/Cow animorph picture is for testing, ignore)

I have finished a handful of games the past three months...! [And have dragged other people into Zero Escape and Sci;Adv hell] Nier Replicant has been finished... -NEO- Twewy is halfway theeeereeeee. Livin' on a prayeeerr. Nagi is good. Purple Futaba but coded differently. [spoiler]Turns out I was right about the 'neku being beat' theory lolw

Nagi speaks like a dark sith lord [chuuni](?)

I also started reading Full Metal Daemon: Muramasa [LOL who read VNs am i right] but then Deltarune ch. 2 came out... Eeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I kept my save files from three years ago solely for this day...! I don't know how I had 730 minutes in game, though... I wish there was a window size option... orz. [Can't take gif screenshots]
DELTARUNE CHAPTER 2 spoiler warning [obviously]
Dust bunny light of my li fe... fire of my l o ins.... you ARE my star ... you aret he only One . You........

The save messages this time around are funkier.. ooh yeah
"Such is the life of worm" Said the worm, eating the Ralsei mannequin... [also I didnt choose to take a bite out of it...]
In my humble opinion I think, maybe, perhaps, mayhaps, that Susie should see a dietitian
Please get out I Did Not ask for That . Please Get Out
Why ?

I hope you're having fun being an inventory shimeji you stupid blue pinecone

...And my work is never finished.
HOW DOES THIS EVEN HAPPEN...? [it was a[n annoying] dog doing doughnuts, apparently.]
STUPID -> BIG stupid

My little Meow meows ..... prrrrbrbrbrbrbrbrrr.

The two Internet options, very accurate game so far thanks Toby
Jet Set Radio OC's

I hope Nubert becomes a main character I think they deserve it after letting them borrow their Treasure
Meow meow city... I recognize it from the teaser image toby posted last year(?)

Death star [nier version]

Time to go into the blender! brrrrrrrrrrr

So cute! Sibling love

OMG Nier look I found this KAINE for sale at Wal-Mart [takes Kaine off the shelf]

The Gang about to enact Revenge!


yes, she is honestly that insane

this makes for a great out of context screenshot

i HATE this game it doesn't work correctly. [smashes a petrification over my own head] ahhh that doesn't feel better i think i'll go to bed now. at least Big Nier :tm: is here now

Grandpa you're not allowed to break the fourth wall!! This is a video game!! what do you think you're doing HUH???

Emil you forgot to turn on rendering for texture in your unity project house


she is just... she is just laying there.

ive already done over 2 hours worth of BACK FORTH BACK FORTH sidequests but it's worth it for the unique dialouge

kaine: i am allowed to say FUCK weiss: you will RESPECT me. i am a luxury few can afford

So excited to start playing Depression:tm: the game!!!

pp. pogge. pgpiigiegogoeoege. . . onk ioiknk

so excited to listen to gramps-san [ancient book edition] be an old person for 35 hrs


omg kyaaaa it's ryuuujiiiiii!!!!

hopefully this will not be me this summer .

IM NOT CRYING...... anyway time to find a new game to waste 35+ hrs of my life on!!! the audio of sophia/kuon laughing together at the end though,,,,,,,,, im not crying

ryuji please don't sell me expired Fun Dip:tm: from the 90's

the theme of this game is that collective gramps-san bullying should be allowed
a night for The Boys .......................

breaking ryuji's spine part 2 the sequel

ah yes, a very inconspicuous place to hide your talking cat, akira

this jail is very pretty. its also very fun to have gramps-san along for the ride now. grandpa no longer grandpappy. grandpappy want REVENGE.


what has this world come to..............

sophia it seems we have a mutual understanding of life itself

three bros sitting 4 ft apart in a ferris wheel having a bro moment.

a perfect way to snap somebodys spine in half!

heeee hawwww.

if i hear one more hee ho joke/pun i'm going to die. thats it
this is just where i post Funny Moments:tm: screenshots now, Huh

the 'gramps-san' fucking killed me

sometimes i can still hear his voice (gay, gay, homosexual, gay, gay,)

i can't believe atlus turned ryoji into a snowman........

the best thing about this game so far is 1.) sophia 2.) you can skateboard 3.) sophia 4.) sophia

do you like your eggs scrambled or striked ?

testing gamer blog

I have watched lots of anime and read lots of manga the past 4 months...! Currently, Sonny Boy has been very interesting... I like funky surreal anime. Brain anime... I finished the entirety of the Code Geass series last week, including the side content..! [Since July] Rewatched Paranoia Agent... watched the Jose movie [I want to read the novel...!] Lots of airing anime... EEeeeee. Blue Period is feeding my braincells, right now... it's a very wonderful manga! I'm glad it's getting an anime...

I have so many CiCi and Wuwuch screencaps I won't bother posting them here LOLWwwww... they have the dynamic of an ancient gay vampire couple though and I Love It . they had a nice ending . Also Suzaku gay frustration somethingsomething [basically everyone is gay for Lelouch,] Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........... [something about SUZAKU GIVE ME WATER and CODE MENT]
Oh, I started watching a lot of live-action shows with my Friends(tm) as well... I forced them to watch Doctor Who, [they liked that, as all lgbtq+ neurodivergent people do] I watched lots of Fringe. Currently, however, we are captivated by the woof woof and meow meow Murder Gays.... up to S3E3 of that. Makes my brain go brrrrrr. [Very enjoyable] Basically, if it wasn't obvious enough already, I enjoy everything, I am consuming, my brain is on fire, etc. etc. etc.

I drew this at 1AM in a fever. Goodbye for now... [infodump ends]

[Takes screenshots of food and trees in anime] It's all coming together

Rewatched Paprika recently, still a nice movie as always!!

Very close to finishing Nadia! Has been fun so far. Very wacky 1990 energy, albeit slow at points but very nice either way

Vivy continues to be an exceedingly pretty [airing] anime for no particular reason. Just felt like being pretty . Especially for shots that last less than 5 seconds

Sip. Questionable sip????

This is becoming a TV/Anime log for now!! Since I have no idea what else to use this blank one for. AAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhgh.f,,hf,.d,.hgdfgsdfdfg .
Wow! It's Josh! he is just... I don't know, he's doing whatever the hell he does